Kim Kardashian said she “hit a wall” while studying for the California bar exam.
In the newest episode of The Kardashians that aired Thursday (Dec. 18), Kardashian shared a tearful confession about her test prep.
“I’m absolutely gonna cry cause it’s fucking exhausting,” she said in a clip shared by TMZ. “I threw my back out, and it’s like, every time I think I get to another step, something pulls me back,” she said, adding she could “hardly walk.”
She aired her frustrations over “all these fucking roadblocks,” explaining that she’s not usually a “pity party kind of girl.” Still, the process hasn’t been an easy one.
“Last night, I was like, ‘Why the fuck is this happening?'” she said, noting that the experience was "emotional."
“I just knew that wasn’t me ’cause I’m not that person, but I get it," Kardashian continued. "It’s really a lot. Now, I really, really get it.”
In November, the 45-year-old revealed that she didn’t pass the California bar exam after taking it in late July.
"Well... I'm not a lawyer yet, I just play a very well-dressed one on TV," she wrote on her Instagram Story, referencing her role in Hulu legal drama All’s Fair. "Six years into this law journey, and I'm still all in until I pass the bar. No shortcuts, no giving up, just more studying and even more determination."
While California’s test is notoriously difficult to pass, Kim said she came close to obtaining her license to practice law, calling the experience "fuel" rather than a failure.